saša / júkárajá

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W H I T E

AQUA☉
GEMINI☽
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-I live in West Coast Canada.-Drawing and writing short or long stories are my hobbies.-Anthropology, evolution, psychology, and paleontology are big interests of mine.-My dms are open; feel free to connect for mutual interests.

melancholic | neutral good

any and all pronouns

and it hurts now. it hurts as im dipping my head into the river. my skin is hot with memories and the sun. kimas hand on my back and his blue eyes sucking me in. i could kill him now, without a cloudiness in my eyes. i could kill him with a clear mind and with only my own intentions. i could kill him with my hands. i would kill him with my hands. he was a succubus of my life, swallowing my entire being whole- no, not my entire being. just enough that i thought i was my own person. that i thought he was pure and his motives were just. only enough that my doubting him made me sick and treacherous.in the burning rumble of my home, he saved me. his cool pale hands lifting me away. his sprinkling tears on my ashy face; wiping me clean. i would lean into him and weep night after night until there was nothing more to give.the chains have worn scars so discoloured it is like this body no longer belongs to me. even now, easing into the water, its not me. there is a clay figurine shaped like me sinking to the bottom of the riverbed, emulsifying with the stones until there is nothing left. the current will pull at my soft body till there is nothing more to give. then i will be free. when there is nothing truly left of me, i will be free. for as long as something remains of me, i belong to him, until there is nothing more to give.

-This is my personal account and I will not tag potentially triggering material.-Occasional violent images are posted though not egregious.-I will softblock you if you don't interact; I don't like having a large following.-I block as needed, otherwise.

I post clowns.

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-Proship, racist, lgbtphobic, generally shitty people, etc.-People who have a lifelong hatred for neopronouns. (??)-Fans of: Attack on Titan, Oyasumi Punpun, Genshin Impact.